Alone in the Wing
He called out for Ciaran. Nothing. He was alone in the wing. The screws tried waking him on the hour by banging on his cell door. He couldn't sleep anyway because he could not get the chill out of his body curled up on the floor with only a blanket for relief.
Scores of "visitors" came by over the next week with false news that Ciaran Nugent had given up the protest after only a few days. Flynn was told he might as well quit because he was all alone and, in any case, nobody cared. This became such a constant that he actually came to believe that Ciaran had caved in, but as he put it, "I knew that some of my comrades were coming behind me and they would take the same road that I had." He was right.
The treatment that these early Blanketmen went through was not only psychologically damaging. For their protest, they were periodically thrown into solitary confinement in the punishment block and had their sentences increased a day for every day spent as a "non-conforming" prisoner. And, of course, there were the incessant beatings. Many of the men actually recall that the beatings themselves were not as bad as the constant fear of them and not knowing when you were next.
Another of the early Blanketmen, Jackie McMullen, tells of his reception at Long Kesh:
"About 7 or 8 of them gathered round me as if jockeying for the best position to get a swing at me. I knew I was in for a beating; it was only a question of how bad it would be. The screw in charge, the PO, told me to put the uniform on. I said 'no' and got a wrack across the face. He started screaming and cursing, told me again to put it on; I refused and got thumped again. Each time he ordered me to put it on, I said 'no' and got a slap in the face or a punch. I was knocked to the ground a few times but was dragged back up by the screws who were all the time yelling and screaming insults at me. They were also trying to make me address them as 'sir' and each time I refused, I got thumped."
Jackie was made to strip naked in front of the screws and walk "burning with humiliation" to his cell past conforming prisoners and more screws. He said that this was worse than the beatings. When he got to his cell he was handed a blanket and left to shiver and freeze in the cold, empty cell.
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